this is me in 2026
no, i'm not "slop-crafting". some of them are published in /stuff, but more are the internal products inside the company. pretty productive btw.
rest days are actually "forced days", people around me forced me not to do anything
but why?
why am i doing this, if everything is the same?
i think the answer is in trying, i wanna build something people will use and say - "Wow"
and i'm on a loop of trying, even if it won't work
there will be the day, people will start noticing
i hope so
but actually, at the moment i'm not getting even 5% of outcome of what i'm doing every day
12 hours of screen time? ah never mind, lets make it 15
NO, this will make my brain burn out... but at least i'll leave things?
let's force ourselves to raise our heads high and move forward, no matter what
and someday we will get what we deserve